Its always unfair

Today is the day before i start my adventure with wight lost and i can’t wait to but unfustrated. Im tried of being known as the “big guy”. I want it to stop and i undertsand i have to take apon myself to have this happen. But ive tried to do it on my own and i struggles ill get past the first month then ill give up but im tried and fed up with that i wanna be NO longer the “big guy” the one they say your strong. I know im srong but i wanna feel strong i wanna look strong i want in my head when that i walk to a beach or into a pool i dont have to hum and ha in my head weather i have the courage to take my shirt off o show what i am i want to have the mind set to just go okay lets go!!!! So NO long am i going t be the “big Guy” from now on i want to be the Buff or ripped one i want that i need that so i can finally fnd my self confince so here i go wish me luck andhopefully you can help me along this adventure

From The die Hard Loser